VOICELESS TO VICTORY
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PROVERBS 31:8
"Speak out on behalf of the voiceless, and for the rights of all who are vulnerable."
EXPLORE
PROVERBS 31:8
"Speak out on behalf of the voiceless, and for the rights of all who are vulnerable."
I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 in April of 2022. After a whirlwind experience of mania which led to full-blown psychosis and hospitalization, it took a while to regain my footing. During recovery, I searched and searched for answers and info to gain an understanding of this life-altering disorder.
I found a ton of information on what bipolar 1 was and even more statistics on what I should expect my life to look like moving forward.
After countless hours of searching the web and studying, I made up my mind. I refused to let my diagnosis or the internet define who I would be and what my life would look like. I plan on living a long, successful life full of hope and joy. It might not come as easy as it once did, but the best things in life take work.
If you, or anyone you know, has been diagnosed with a mental illness and would like to be informed and inspired, this is the place for you!
I can be reached at jamesc@voicelesstovictory.org
Pardon My Psychosis delivers a raw and humanizing perspective of the mental, physical, and spiritual toll a psychotic break takes on an individual and their family.
Hallucinationsand delusions of grandeur weave through James’s perception of reality, settingin motion the swift unraveling of time and space around him. Speaking withangels and defending his home against demons becomes an ordinary day.
Until it’s not.
When his mind shatters at work, the ER doctor suspects drugs, and his wife fears a tumor, but James wonders what all the fuss is about. His ability to see beyond the natural realm has burst into the open, and he is none the wiser.
As the doors to the psych ward close, his wife disappears into the darkness, leaving him to fight the spiritual battles that ensue.
This memoir will have you questioning if more is at play than brain chemicals and environmental conditions as James shares his unfiltered account of walking in God’s love through psychosis-induced chaos.
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David (5 STARS) NetGalley.com
"The first hand perspective of what it's like to experience a mental health crisis is eye opening to say the least. This memoir has the pacing of a thriller, which really brings out the uncertainty of what will happen next as I'm sure the author felt living through it. The imagery really brought the hallucinations to life with vivid descriptions that captured the intensity. I can now see why it would be hard to tell the difference between reality and what someone experiences.
The story builds like the 3 part story structure of a novel and gains intensity as it moves through the chapters.
The psychiatry hospital is where it all broke loose for me. I couldn't put it down.
This book will be a blessing to anyone who knows someone with a mental illness, as well as someone who lives with one.
It will also be a great read for someone who is intrigued by spiritual warfare. My personal opinion is I believe there is a battle for our souls, and I also believe that may have been what drove the author to his breaking point. As a Christian, mental health is not usually a topic of discussion, but it should be. His walk with God is very upfront from the very beginning and I enjoyed and learned from how his walk was strengthened even afterwards."
Jolene (5 STARS) via NetGalley
"Insert long exhale here.......... This book is so important. I have someone very close to me that also was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 in 2021 after a massive psychotic break. We knew nothing at the time. There was no family history or education in the world that prepared us for that chapter of our lives. Three suicide attempts. In-patient care for the majority of that year. Lithium was literally a life saver, along with therapy and some life changes. But this isn't about me. Reading through this experience (albeit, different than ours, but much the same) from the authors point of view shook me to my core. I cried through a large portion of the book just because it was surreal to read about it in a context that I couldn't fully understand before now. Thank you for sharing your valuable experience and I pray that you are able to help many people with your story. This book is well written, very detailed, and explains so much. Highly recommend!"
Dee (5 STARS) via GoodReads.com
"I am currently in my master's program in psychology and read this over winter break. I loved the honest point of view from the author in helping me understand what goes on in the mind of a person experiencing what happens when you are in the middle of psychosis when the lines between reality and illusion collide."